disquieted entitlement
feeds to fill
this void
this wound
insatiable pits of unworthiness
unbelonging is violent
in what it destroys
consumes:
you see home is what you make it.
let me crawl into the space between skin and bone
let me live between the folds
invade your fascial tissue
you said i was my own
parasitic
this 'reciprocity' feels narcissistic
i guess a boundary is but a membrane
to eat through
let my thirst drain you
of your own water;
your own
relational
distinctness
so i can live
some place other than myself.
make your body my host;
my ‘dream house’
call it anarchy, liberation.